'The Process of Naming', by pyramid jones
To name a thing is to know it.
Depression has been named by those stronger than me
In Islam, Allah has 99 names
"AR-RAHMAAN'", "AR-RAHEEM"
In Islam, the Prophet Jacob called upon those names and said
"i only complain of my grief and sorrow to God, and i know from God that which you know not."
I am 7 when I first take an interest in prayer.
Standing alongside my step-father, a second behind in every movement.
Bowing before an empty space. I don't see anything and I can name it.
I am 14 when I first slaughter a lamb.
I named him.
blowing air through the windpipe into the lungs, watching them expand and retract.
i name science in a ritual for God
i am 17 when i first fire a gun
i name him
i name the recoils: the first in a weak wrist, the other in fear
i am 22 when i first experience a worry of turning 27
i name alcoholism
i name my liver an island, home to all the things that drown sorrows
In a few years, i pass out and scare my lover
i name her worry, tired is what it sounds like
i am 24 when i sober up, 25 when i relapse
i name myself weak, tired is what it sounds like
i am 28 when i first experience a love of self and i name happiness
i go through Allah's names and give myself titles
Most Merciful, Most Kind
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